Some time ago I raced at the junior state crit championships, and came out with my first legit dub of the season. I was, and still am, pretty pumped about it. I ordered my jersey and have since worn it on a couple of race rides and whatnot.

The next weekend was the Dunlap tt, which doubles as the junior tt state championships. I had no expectations of winning racing against Charlie Avis, but I hoped to put out a decent enough time so as to not be embarrassed and possibly end up on the podium.... Lets just say I was, and still am, very embarrassed about my time. I think it might have even been slower than last year.

Shortly thereafter all motivation went out the window.
The following weeks were a blur of not wanting to ride my bike, back pain, and breathing problems. It was a downward spiral that I didn't see myself coming out of any time soon.
My recovery began when I started doing extra core work and stretching before and after rides which had an immediate impact on back pain that was so bad it was killing my riding. This pain reduction, and the fact that I started thinking seriously about cascade and nationals, renewed my motivation and got me training seriously again.
Last weekend I raced at neveda city and it was awesome. Lance Armstrong showed up and brought 30,000 people with him. I made it about two laps with the group before I exploded on the hill, but it was still great. Even riding solo around the course the noise from the crowd was deafening. Very cool experience.
All of this leads up to today when I raced the Benicia crit. I had high expectations coming into the race after a solid week of training and feeling good. I was going to try for breaks early then see what I could do in the sprint at the end. From the gun I knew that neither of those things were going to happen. My goal quickly changed to just finishing the race. It was so hot that I used up both of my bottles in the first half of the race, and I had that all too familiar feeling of being constantly out of breath to the point where my stomach hurts. I blew up about three quarters of the way through and got dropped coming out of a corner. It was bad.
I don't know why I still can't breathe, isn't allergy season supposed to be over or at least close to it? I really don't think that I've lost that much fitness since a month ago to make me this crappy... I don' t think I've lost any fitness at all actually. It's pretty frustrating though to be taking all of this medicine thats supposed to make my breathing normal everyday and feeling like it doesn't do anything.
Well there you have it. That's what I've been doing for the last month or so. Thanks for reading.

See you at the infamous Ben Hur hillclimb time trial!